Sunday - work 9a-430p and mow.
Monday - work 11a-2p. Babysit 2p-4p. Class 5p-9p. Take Stephen to work at 10.
Tuesday - class 830a-6p. workout. Spend time with Stephen. Take Stephen to work at 10.
Wednesday - sleep in. Homework. Housework. Take Stephen to work at 10.
Thursday - class 830a-6p. Workout. Spend time with Stephen. Take Stephen to work at 10.
Friday - work 9a-230p. Homework. Friday night dinner 6p-8p. Take Stephen to work.
Saturday - work 8a-11a. Homework.
Repeat.
I’m getting engaged this year!!!
I’m going to be insanely excited every time we do anything now. ๐๐

This is how you lose her.ย
You lose her when you forget to remember the little things that mean the world to her:ย the sincerity in a strangerโs voice during a trip to the grocery, the delight of finding something lost or forgotten like a sticker from when she was five, the selflessness of a child giving a part of his meal to another,ย the scent of new books in the store, the surpriseย short but honest notes she tucks in her journal and others you could only see if you look closely.
You must remember when she forgets.ย
You lose her when you donโt notice that she notices everything about you:ย yourย use of the proper punctuation that tells her continuation rather than finality, your silence when youโre about to ask a question but you think anything youโre about to say to her would be silly, your mindless humming when it is too quiet, your handwriting when you sign your name in blank sheets of paper, your muted laughter when you are trying to be polite, and more and more of what you are, which you donโt even know about yourself,ย because she pays attention.
She remembers when you forget.ย
You lose her for every second you make her feel less and less of the ย beauty that she is. When you make her feel that she is replaceable. She wants to feel cherished. When you make her feel that you are fleeting. She wants you to stay.ย When you make her feel inadequate. She wants to know that she is enough and she does not need to change for you, nor for anyone else because she is she and she is beautiful, kind and good.
You must learn her.ย
You must know the reason why she is silent. You must trace her weakest spots. You must write to her. You must remind her that you are there. You must know how long it takes for her to give up. You must be there to hold her when she is about to.ย
You must love her because many have tried and failed. And she wants to know that she is worthy to be loved, that she is worthy to be kept.
And, this is how you keep her.
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