Too bad no one follows my stupid blog. It’d just be nice to have someone tell me how to stop being so sad.
I fight because I’m upset. My feelings are constantly overlooked by a lot of people in my life, including the most important ones. When you were doing things you knew would upset me, did you ever once stop and think “how would RenatΓ© feel if she found out I was doing this?” Probably not. But you could’ve saved me a lot of heartache if you had.
I fight because for the 24 hours after you do something wrong and I find out, is when I feel like you actually try and want to be in this relationship. I fight to know that you still care. But I’m so tired of fighting to get the feelings I should always have from you.